Death doesn't actually exist.

Take a moment to look at mars. Resonate it, it is silently droning. Magnetically humming through the void at a deeper spectrum. Deeply powerful and unshakeable. Feel it! The lack of all light on which it rests.

Well, i've ended up believing that the earth is a soul trap. An illusion designed to keep us trapped there, will all sorts of techniques like fear and pain. The human spirit, ingenious and relentless, has persistently fought against the tides of its own nature and the strictures of its environment to create society as it is today, which is essentially just an agglomeration of methods made to suppress pain.

And, oh wait! Just talking about pain all the time is dreary, and, leads to pain. Just don't move! Flow like the water and ignore Ego. I'm awake again! Let's try going beyond the negativity.

Cillarn was actually higher astral realms. That's it. It's Very airy, very light kind of zones. The astral... there are many doorways here and there, to worse or better neighborhoods, like in dreams. Our Earth in itself is an astral-like zone, because as above, so below. And in my own life and in the world, this also reflects. We live in the astral akin to evolving in our dreams. It's all very symbolic, and it's evolving in the mind of god... in some sense.
My goal in this life should be accessing to the higher planes of this particular level we call earth. To access the higher self, and make myself better. It's why i want to go to the red cyan, also. The germanic.

Alright, i woke up again. In the dream worlds i explored, when i had that period where i gave up on the world i was anchored in and went out to explore more, i thought they were dreams, and as such termed them that. But they have taught me that, and this is reminiscent of As above so below — The meta works like that. The astral shows that you will go where your path takes you. You will naturally coagulate towards the worlds and places that you are more similar to. Furthermore, you are free to influence this, you have a choice and don't know how free you truly are — even worse so because you think you're mortal. As above so below... as within... as in the dream worlds and the physical spectrum, the similarities emerge. If i want more of an industrial semi-dystopian vibe, i might move to a Polish district. It's the same with what i call the Germanic. It's Evolution — you get to choose where you go! You are at the helm of this ship! And for all the veneerful quiet boasting that the occultists often perpetrate, the average common joe is often more understanding of this as we are. It all depends on how you live... on how you tread your path. Oh the Soul... I CONTAIN MULTITUDES. And that is the universal cosmic system of justice. You will go where you are meant to go, as you become what you think about.

And the choice is still mine.
I'm more powerful than i think, little chuvak.
I say as above so below, but it's also that RHP is a spiritual path aimed at higher astral dimensions, while LHP is looking down... it's one of the several reasons that Baphomet points one up and one down. The left hand points down.
And i am a god somewhere. And i have decided, when it comes to suffering, that i shall not end it. For suffering and the dark and joy and the light and all that, if i end up a world's god, i will rather ensure that instead it will always be Кinо, always soulful, that it's super fucking cool.

Back in the sprawl, the red dry, i never specified that once i was done and in the wakeup, with the lesson time concluding, i thought to myself something akin to "but i kinda like it". It jumped into my mind "Well at least i tried". I guess. I wonder what that khan would think of me currently! And this even though they want to see us fall, they trapped us in the mud, in base and miserable vice... they hate humanity, and want to keep us down. But i must be true to my virtuous self, the one what makes me Master, a sleeping one perhaps, master still, i must reclaim my birthright, for I am a supremacy.

And some souls are more advanced in this, some because of inherent talent, some because they worked for it in a past life. But we have a lot of dumbass souls stumbling around who don't know what the hell they're doing. The bastards... have been partially successful. That's why i want a better releasing of this useful ritual knowledge. We must conjure up our rage against these slaving vermin, who thrive in and abuse our sins and weaknesses to keep us chained. Like our head's pointing down, unconscious and lost, asleep, in the inverted pentagram, akin to the limbs of man, choked in materiality, distracted and tame.

Life on earth is reminiscent of ceremonial magic. It is a lifelong ritual. And you gotta choose which forces you do it for. Who or what do you dedicate it to? Masturbation is a ritual. So is gambling. Your energies siphon right off to the hordes of lust, greed, addiction, whatever else, the incubi and succibi and who knows what, who are all waging war against you. This must be revolting to you, because you are being stolen from. It is yours! Reclaim your energies and own them. Don't give in to this soddy trap of an earth. Carry the ritual for your own sake. Even if you're scared.

Helion Melion Tetragrammaton.